I somehow hoped that with a new person to fall in love with will make me start anew. I've never had anyone who would listen to all my sorrows, someone whom I can really depend on. I've never had anyone who could go til much extent to sacrifice one's school pocket money, just to see me sleep with something in my stomach.

I have never felt so down before. I had troubles waking up t go t work because I know I'm not gonna get t meet you at the end of the day. I kept my phone away because I know I'm not gonna get any messages from you. Even if there is, it will be those cold shoulder smses. I want t cry.

The truth always hurts, it bites me. I guess, I'm no better.

Im sorry baby. :'(