I have lesser things to say today. What if I make today my official last day, none of my favourite people are working today. What if I decide to adapt to a new environment, is there anyone who's happy for me? What if I choose to stick to the current one, how much more should I suffer?

I'm being selfish. I'm thinking only about myself. What about all the best of friends I have there? What about all those people who wish me to stay? What about all the pain/sufferings I endured?

I don't wish to go, but I don't wish to stay too.
Must I choose to go without you guys knowing?