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Chafeka
020590

A little something you need to know about me is that I hate people who talk to me as if they know me.

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Now that I have time to update my blog, I'll just do it anyway even if I dont have the intention to do so.

I reached work like 1 1/2 hrs late because I had to settle school stuffs first.
Chris was on off & the only working were Hidayah & Q.
When I reached, I saw Q trying to fix something.
& I tell you by 9pm, Ranjit told us that nothing could be done so we could go home.

Mom wasnt suprised at all when I was home early, its because she's already asleep.
No matter how early I reach home, she & bro would be asleep.
Pay's in so I gave bro a lil suprise to be a good sister by topping up his prepaid (which I dont usually do for him, at all!)
1st pay wasnt much cos I started work when its like 10 days before the cut off pay.

I need to get bills in the house paid & the rest, for myself.
Its 7.42am right now & Im still thinking whether I should be heading school or not cos, for gooodness sake I need more sleep. My eyebags & dark circles are becoming more obvious now ( they are already obvious even before i started working kan? hahaha)

This weekend, I have to work ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Ive been working so hard for I dontknow why & how.
Bills, school & everything.

Why is everyone confusing me?
I told you right in the beginning that when I started moving on already, dont come back to me & telling me things that confuses me. I hate that & its happening right now.
Im sorry but I have to be strong & move on with my life.
I have better choices now & we'll just be what we are right now.
Sometimes when I think again, its just better we pretend that we dont know each other, because one of us will get hurt. Its either you, her or me.
I would like to step back & not get involved with you & your complicated life, but you cant seem to allow me to do so. I need a freaking life. I need to move on, I mean, really really move on.
I hope you'll understand that.